I don’t remember the exact moment when my life began to twist. But what I do remember is all the years when I woke up every morning and asked myself the same question: Will I ever be happy again? Even now, when I look back, I still don’t understand why I felt that way. I didn’t have a perfect life, but things weren’t going badly for me either. My family loved me. I had friends to go out with, to have fun with, and with whom I could share both my joys and my sorrows.
I was healthy, I had just found a job that I liked and in which both my peers and my boss valued and appreciated me. It was as if I was the one who had something wrong inside of me. I felt like a house that looked normal from the outside, but inside the walls were about to collapse… Worst of all, I always had the same question in my head: Will I ever be happy again?
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It would be wonderful if you could tell me that you have never gone through a situation like this, that although there have been difficult moments in your life, there was always a ray of happiness that gave you strength to move forward. But if you’ve come this far, and you’re reading this article right now, it’s because you’ve been asking yourself the same question for a long time: will you be happy again?
And today I can tell you that the answer is yes, you will regain your happiness. I know what it’s like to be in such a deep darkness that you don’t even remember how it feels to be happy, to see you so sunk that it seems that your life will never be the same as before. Sometimes, we are so lost in the middle of a storm that we forget what it is like to walk under the rays of the sun.
But I want you to remember one thing: nothing lasts forever. After the storm, the calm always comes, and the sun shines again. For a long time I was lost in that deep sadness that makes you feel that it is not worth going forward.
Yet somewhere inside me, there was also a voice screaming at me to do something to make me smile again. That voice pushed me to escape from the horrible reality in which I was trapped. I tried not to listen to it for a long time, but in the end it became so loud that I had to listen to it, and I took the step to change my life and regain the happiness I had lost.